Yes I am a loser.

The most fucking tagline of today's world "Survival of the fittest " and what for others? They should die? Commit suicide or what? And by the way what is the parameter of deciding that someone is fittest? I come from a poor family we don't even own a house here in Delhi and how stressful this is only is known to them who don't have one. I have 6 siblings all faced the same poverty and homelessness since childhood we were good at studies but because father could not afford Good education all was in vain. Government school impart education for free and as they say "free mein kuch nahi milta" hame bhi free me kuch nahi mila (as they say nothing is free , we didn't get anything either). My mother undoubtedly was the best lady ever born on the surface of this planet. Only after seeing her I came to know why mothers are respected. If God asked someday to gather all mothers at one place then my mother would definitely be their queen. Due to scarcity if resources I had to start working at an early age of 17. Because I was not at all interested in working but had to work in a call center  ( call center is another name of hell) customer care executive jobs are the most inhuman jobs in the world. How can you expect someone to wear headset and continuously speaking for 8 hours and that too when 7 hours and 55 minutes of which is white lie you tell to your customers. It's robotic job and should not be got done by humans. We should rather replace it with live chats. But because in India there are plenty of poor people like me we do these fucking jobs for the sake of bitch called money. As I studied in a Government school where boys and girls shifts were separate. Girls would come in morning shift and then we the poor boys in afternoon shift which would last till 6 in the evening. Till I complete my schooling I had grown up as a reserved, low confident young man who was nothing but a loser. Amongst all the poor boys in the class I was poorest because my parents could not even afford tuition so I studied and passed on my own. Other boys at least had their own home and had cycles to ride after school, had good clothes, relatives to meet in summer 2 months vacations. Exposure is a very important to the growth of a child but for me it was from school to home and home to school. Very religious since childhood because poors only live with a hope that "ONE DAY" GOD will change our days and good will happen. So, poors worship him not because they love him or know him but because they need something from him and as he knows this he never listens to their prayers. On the other hand rich worship him just to worship him so he listens to them and Rich becomes richer and poor becomes much more "religious". .........story is not yet over...it is just the beginning of it....picture abhi baki hai mere dost....